Tests

This week is Exam Week at FSU and as I take these tests, I am reminded of another kind of test that I have coming up on the 21st of this month: a PET scan. The last scan I had was a CT this past March after being in a car accident. I believe this upcoming PET scan will mark one year since my last...and, not surprisingly, I am a bit nervous about the results. I find myself thinking about cancer more often...almost reminding myself. In general, before this upcoming scan business, my Hodgkin's experience is growing more and more a distant memory. It almost seems like it was just a dream. Which I think is probably a good thing, because it means that I am focusing on the present, and not living in fear every day. The upcoming scan does cast a little shadow of anxiety though, especially when I am feeling run down during a busy week like this one. I suppose I just wanted to write to vent about my worry. Ah, blog therapy. Continued health is what I would like more than anything else for Christmas! Make it happen, Santa. Please.